Jesus said “Go and make disciples of all nations..” I wanted to simply obey God so I put my hands up but it wasn’t all easy at the beginning. Many times I was crying my heart out before God at my own inadequacy and insecurity. In fact I’ve almost given up at my very first sheep. It seems God allows the first sheep to be a challenging one so we can toughen up ourselves and to be ready for whatever is to come. (I mean, whoever)
It’s like we don’t fully understand the parent’s love and sacrifice before we come parents ourselves. It was only after I had a sheep that I understand and appreciate my shepherd’s heart and life poured out for me. sometimes my sheep would do or say things exactly what I used to do or say when I was a new believer. Then I roll my eyes up to heaven and thinking ‘God..?’. These are the times I find God ‘funny’, as he gives me that cheeky smile from heaven!
Making disciple makers has been a destiny for me. When I saw myself crying at the new believer who has been neglected, I realised that it was a holy discontent from God. I do not know anything else more valuable than building God’s people to be strong and biblical. In some stage, although I know that I should not upload myself anymore, I wanted have more sheeps. sometimes I was concerned about the quality of shepherding, other times I enjoyed I serve God this hard kind of satisfaction. But God spoke to me that i am never to turn the service of God into some kind of ego feeding spiritual activity.
It was a painful time to rearrange the Daniels discipleship structure and even letting go of some of my sheeps. I felt like giving away my limbs. But God’s purpose and plan will be accomplished through obedience. It’s time to fix our eyes on God once again and step up to the next level. Eventually all of us are Jesus’ sheep and he will train us through the Holy Spirit within us.
Seya spent the longest time with me, your perserverance and patience has bear fruits that will last for eternity. It was my great joy to see you grow and to flourish in Christ. Continue to share the great testimony within you and shine your light into the dark world, and God will use you in greater measure that you’ve never imagined.
Haze has been one of the fastest growing new believer ever. our boldness and courage has awaken people to take heart and caused people to hear the voice of God through your voice. I have no doubt that God will enable you to accomplish what he has called you to do when you do not give up.
Judith had such steady and stable personality and faith that grew solid over the years of following Christ. You’ve quickly became an example to others by the trustworthiness through unshaken commitment. I pray that you will be all you can be and unleash your potential to the fullness as you continue to grow in your leadership and conviction.
Sunny was like an Oasis in the desert who brings unspeakable joy. You are like a gift from God. Such soft heart and childlike faith, I’ve never seen anywhere else. You are a great delight to the Lord himself through your willingness to serve him and to grow. Many will see you and know the Lord through you in coming days. “And we will still be in the same unit!!” 
Nilla is the newest sheep of mine who has the heart of gold. Because of your great desire to glorify his name through all you do, he will lift you up like a flag. My prayer that you will be faithful in things that God leads you into, and you will come out like a pure gold. And you will be fit for the noble purposes.
God is unfair, Why did he gave all the perfect sheeps to me? Wherever God may relocate us, let’s fix our eyes unto God and see each other at the finishing line. Love you very dearly.
