God, have mercy on me! I desire so much to go to the next level!! Looking at myself nowdays even frustrates me, in the most christian way!!
Where I want to be is so far away from where I am now. Who I want to be is so different from who I am. And what I want to be able to do, is just so much more than what I am able right now. I am nearly at the point of frustration. God, how I want so much more, so much more, SO MUCH MORE!!!!!
Call me greedy, I just can’t settle. I just can’t satisfy. There just got to be more. Yes I thank God for the long way I came until this moment. But I just can’t think to myself “that’s enough.” There is this such a longing in my heart, I want to see much more, I want to do and be much more. I just need more of God. Just not enough..not enough just yet.
Things has been cruising. The unit is going wonderful, people growing, God speaks to me each day but my heart is just thirsty for something more. I want to step up there and breathe the new fresh air, looking at the new view I’ve never seen, feel the chill under my skin, where I know that I know that I know I am living for God fully.
GOD HERE I AM!!!
